February 2012
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I try too hard to keep in touch with people who would prefer not to be a part of my life.
I don’t try hard enough to keep in touch with people who would prefer to be a part of my life.
Maybe one day i’ll start using my best judgement.
continuance.
The town police officers continue to harass me… I wonder if they think they’re being sneaky driving up to my house, on a dead end street, in the middle of the night. My emotionally unstable mom continues to pry in my life, when all I’ve wanted for the past 5 years was to keep her out. My father continues to drink and call me at night to tell me how much he hates my mother. The...
when the pretty girl, whom you’ve been texting, from your jiu jitsu academy is/was seeing your jiu jitsu instructor…
I feel wicked fucking empty.
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burglaryyears:
Hey so I’ve been working on music...
If its not some disease, disorder or virus that will stop you, then it’s temptation that will.
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Infantryman's Creed →
entranceit:
I am the Infantry
I am my country’s strength in war,
her deterrent in peace.
I am the heart of the fight
whereever, whenever.
I carry America’s faith and honor
against her enemies.
I am the Queen of Battle.
I am what my country expects me to be,
the best trained soldier in the…
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Needing all the strength from my life, then you turn and you
run. away. from. me.
nobody broke your heart. You broke your own because you can’t finish what you start (if you’re alone it must be you that wants to be apart)
And so you’d soon be leaving me alone
Like I’m supposed to be
Tonight, tomorrow, and every day
There’s nothing here that you’ll miss
I can guarantee you this
January 2012
11 posts
I built you a home in my heart… of rotten wood, and it decayed from the start…
Anything that I could do
Would never be good enough for you
If you can’t help it then just leave it alone
Leave it alone
Yeah, just forget it
It’s really easy
I believe I’ll forget it too
Still you’re keeping me around
‘Til I finally drag us both down
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you want me to care? well I want you to stop being a bitch. I do fucking care, except when you’re being a bitch. why does everything have to be either “wonderful,” or “miserable?” why can’t it just be OK?
One day she’ll go “I told you so.”
reading the symptoms to a phobia/disorder and finally realizing that this is exactly what’s been haunting you for the last 8 years.
“Empty your mind, be formless. Shapeless, like water. If you put water into a...”
– Bruce Lee
December 2011
33 posts
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One year ago today
A friend passed away. I remember Saturday December 18th, 2010 more vividly than any other day I could ever recall. It’s strange how that works.
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I get to wake up at 4am because my mom and her retarded boyfriend are in their bedroom arguing over a plate that just broke that they were most likely just blowing their prescription pills off of. And it’s not some normal argument, its incoherent screaming and slamming doors. Fucking kill me. Or them. Get me the fuck out of this place. Buy my car. Please.
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All Alone